LOVEEE

WELL, God is FULL of mercy!!!
I've been learning so much how to be a good friend and sister. For a long time, I would be feeling so hurt by others... how could they think that way?? how could they say that to me?? why are they judging me?? why don't they care about what IIIIIIII want?? how could they not care about my feelings on this??
bleh! Its so stressful and painful... people are so disappointing!!
Took me a while to sit back and really think about it, but, I've realized that when I am feeling so hurt by others...I am in it for the WRONG reasons.

1 Corinthians 13:4-8
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away."

haha ummmm... I don't think it says "love is prideful" or "love is self centered" if I am loving expecting something in return, then it's not really love. It's more like "I want something from you" haha soooo not right.
God calls us to love others!! like, as His children we are to LOVEEEEE! haha I feel like I've been such a lame friend and servent to God!!!
Friends are faithful!!! No matter what, they don't abandon people and they DON'T judge!!! They are there to help each other grow in Jesus!! What kind of friend am I if I am thinking of myself?? not a TRUE one.
No matter how much I feel judged or I am ignored, it shouldn't hurt, cause I should be loving cause God calls me to!! OHHH how I pray we can all learn how to love in such a selfless way! Dear JESUS help us to Love in the way you call us to!! help us all to be awesome friends and siblings!! We want to live for YOU and no one else!! You are our rock and our reason for life!! We praise You and we thank You for the life you have given us with all the people that help us to learn. and THANK YOU for trials like feeling hurt by others!!! I would never learn how to love YOU more without them. In Jesus name amen.

<3 val-val