okkkk.

I am so happy.

for no other reason than.. God is my joy. He is.. everything.
life is hard, but He is the lifter of my head. I can fully surrender and throw myself into FULL dependance on Him knowing that He will never let me down.

so now when things come into my life that are hard, and heart-breaking, and confusing, i am still ok. I can look to my Father and best friend and savior.. and know that it is going to be ok!! haha I feel like "ohhhhhh i get it nowwwwww.. like with how idolizing things makes a wall between me and God.. but when i let go of this worlddd.. I have only Him.. and He is always enough.." but then i know that He is SO MUCH MORE even then that awesomeness.. that I will always have more to learn about Him.. and that His wonders will never cease. and that gives me passion. passion to BRING PRAISE. To shout the good news from the roof tops! I just want to testify of His amazing Love.. because it is truley amazing. i am so.. amazed. <3

so.. im ok. :)