I'm not sure that my heart could hurt more right now..

I don't know what to think.. I don't know what to do.. but I will not lean on my own understanding.. and I will follow Jesus.
There is this song and it goes.. " the chasm is far too wide, I never thought I'd reach the other side, but Your love never fails! You make all things work together for my good."

when I heard this last night I just started crying.. because God knows what He is doing with my life.. I am so lame! I know NOTHING. haha He's got me.. what more do I need? Even when things seem impossible and hopeless, still God's love will never fail. and He will always be GOOD and glorified.

"though none go with me, still I will follow.. no turning back.. no turning back.."