So todayyyyyy

I was reading "A voice in the wind" by Francine Rivers.
I don't know if any of you have read it, but its a really cool book. It's basically about this Christian girl who gets taken out of her home and sold as a slave, yet she is still steadfast in her faith. It's a really encouraging book to read because through everything she goes through she praises the Lord and turns to Him for help and comfort.

Anywayss.. I was talking to one of my friends last night about how rediculous it is to feel lonely, yet we still feel lonely. Goodness...we are so blessed. so blessed. We have believers all around us and we have GOD with us always. God should be enough for us.. because He IS enough.

We were talking about how Jesus went through life rejected and unloved. Even when he was about to die and He went to pray to God.. his friends fell asleep on Him! I would be so hurt by that! but Jesus still loved.. we have no reason to feel alone and unloved.. Its crazy to think that the KING of the universe went through everything we have gone through and will ever go through just to show us He loves us and that He knows how we feel! Let His Glory SHINE. I just want to fall on my face in awe of His goodness and beautiful Majesty!

so when I was reading this book about this girl whos family died and she is now a slave and serving OTHERS and serving HIM with a content heart.. it blew me away. I am so blessed, and yet I slip into discontentment. What a mess I am.. soften my heart, Lord. My life is Yours. I know You alone will be enough for me no matter what I go through. You are all I need. help me to live that way.. I want to serve. My hands are open..